I Feel Bad

I feel so bad for Ami. She just had this cute little baby and all she does is cry. I went over there today so Makayla can see her brother. I walk in and she is crying. She tells me she thinks something is wrong with her and the baby. I had to tell her crying is normal after having a baby, because of all the hormones. I look at Landon and he looks fine. He isn't yellow or snotty. Then she tells me that Devin threw a big fit about getting up and feeding him last night. So it didn't even take him a week to get sick of reality. He bitched and moaned about how he was soo tired and doesn't sleep as it is. Well poor baby! What the hell about Ami? This girl in the past week has only slept about 24 hours. I offered to go over and let her sleep tomorrow after I put Makayla on the bus. Ami told me not to because Devin will be off work. Then her nosey annoying sister in law came over. This girl is a trip.

This girl thinks she knows everything that has to do about everything. Ami is having problems breast feeding Landon. So Erica says " Here I'll show you how to do it the right way. That's your problem, your not doing it right."

You know how hard it was for me to keep my big mouth shut? Then Erica goes on about how Ami needs to do this and do that and do it this way. I really wanted to tell that girl to shut the fuck up! But it wasn't my house or my baby, so I kept my mouth shut. She calls Ami about 30 times a day to tell her how to raise her baby. This girl thinks she is the queen of all mothers. Now she is trying to tell me how to potty train Bryanna. I'm sorry her child is not even a year old yet. My kids are 6 and 4, I think I know what I am doing buy now. So I gave the bitch my best fake smile and said " Okay, I'll try that thanks." Wow that took me a lot to hold back. What I really wanted to say was "Get your shit and get he hell out of Ami's house! Stop calling her and acting like you are some kind of god. You don't even know the first thing about being a good mother. It is the middle of winter and you don't even have a coat on your child. So go home and read some more on how to be the June Cleaver of mothers you fucking bitch!" Do you know what kind of fight that would have caused? I know it would have made me feel better, I think Ami would have felt better to. But I didn't say anything.

Oh then Ami tells me Devin asked her this morning " Why don't you call your work and have them put you back the the schedule, like the second week of March." WHAT!!!? The baby wont even be a month old by then. OH MY GOD! Now I know why I left the son of a bitch. I feel so sorry for her. I just want to take her home and take care of her. But I can't. She is a big girl and if she needs help I let her know to call me. Other than that, I'm going to try not to stick my nose in it. I really really want to beat the crap out of Devin. I was hoping now that he is older, he would stand up and be a parent. Not a part time parent.

I think after I put Makayla on the bus I will go over there and get a few loads of laundry and do them for her. I guess that chore was to hard for Devin to do today. She asked him to do 3 loads before he went to work at NOON. His excuse was, he never has any time to be on the computer, and he wanted to take a shower before work. When she asked him it was 10 o'clock in the morning.

I am really, really going to try and keep my mouth shut and my nose out of it. I guess I will have to see how that goes.